Showing posts with label What I Cannot Change. Show all posts
Showing posts with label What I Cannot Change. Show all posts

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Bootcamp Day 5 - Grow


I woke up this morning in my own bed, something that has happened only a handful of times in the past 5 months.  I was excited for today's Bootcamp assignment, suspecting that being home, surrounded by family and my stuff, instead of being in a city I'm still learning and living in temporary housing would make the daily exercises a little easier and more fun.



When I saw today's prompt - Grow - I almost instantly started thinking of my niece and nephew who seem to be growing like weeds, or my mom's garden which is always amazing this time of year.  I couldn't wait to get started, then I happened to glance out my window into the backyard.  The last time I was home my yard was covered with snow, so I didn't expect the green grass and trees with the beautiful new growth.  Camera in hand I headed outside to check things out.



While I love the photos I captured of my trees (in part because this may be the only memory I have of my yard this year as I'm not scheduled to be home again until mid-October when spring green will be long gone) there is a little part of me that feels that a self portrait might be a good fit for today's assignment.  I feel like I've grown so much through this process even in just the first 5 days.

Today's journal assignment feels as if it was written especially for me.  Music inspires me every day, there is rarely a day that goes by that I don't turn to a song to help me work through some thought or emotion.  Music cheers me up, helps me grieve, inspires me to keep going and makes me dance.  I started this little blog over 3 years in part to share the songs that touched me - through the years my life has changed but I still love the challenge of finding those songs that define my life with each post. One of the songs that inspired my foray into blogging, Leann Rimes' "What I Cannot Change."

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Friday, April 2, 2010

TV Catch up

Last weekend I sat down for one of my favorite activities - catching up with a little TV from back home.  Saturday I caught the an episode of Grey's Anatomy.  With the exception of one scene, I can't really remember what the episode was about, but I've been thinking about that one scene for days.

One of the new characters (I have yet to figure out their names) told Meredith, who was upset about something, to be a Who.  When she looked at him like he was an idiot - he finished explaining.

He was telling her to be a like a Who from Whoville in the classic book - "How the Grinch Stole Christmas."  When the Whos woke up and saw the Grinch had stolen their gifts and trees, they didn't let him spoil things.  Instead they sang, and they sang and Christmas came even without the gifts and decorations.

What a great philosophy for life!  One I've been practicing for a few weeks.  Coming to Delhi had gotten difficult, something I dreaded.  For some reason when I set off for this visit, I came having already decided to enjoy it.  To take the time to do the things here I enjoy, to take advantage of the new and difference experiences I can have here.  To control what I could and enjoy the lessons that come from the rest.  And most of all, to not let the hard things get to me as much.

This attitude has made a world of difference in my experiences here this visit.  I'm not saying there haven't been hard times, or that I haven't missed home.  I'm just saying, that by choosing, like Cindy Lou Who to sing instead of cry, I've been a happier person.

One of the very first songs I posted on this blog remains one of my favorites, one of those songs I go back to over and over again when I need to find a way to move forward.  I pulled it out again the other night and reminded myself to focus on the things I can change, to focus on the things I can learn and to accept the rest.

LeAnn Rimes - What I Cannot Change
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Monday, February 18, 2008

the Last Weekend

The last weekend at home for 3 months left me a little excited about my upcoming adventure in India, a bit sad to say good-bye to my parents and little dog Sadie and nervous about my ability to survive and keep a positive attitude in Delhi. The more I worry, the more I find myself reflecting on a song from LeAnn Rimes and telling myself to focus on the things I can control and learn to accept those things I can't. I know how blessed I am, I have a supportive family who loves me and encourages me to live my dreams; I know who I am and why I'm here on earth and for the most part I love the life I've been given, the rest I'm just going to have to work out on the journey.

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What I Cannot Change

I know what makes me comfortable
And I know what makes me tick
And I when I need to get my way
I know how to pour it on thick
Cream and sugar in my coffee
Right away when I awake
I face the day, and pray to God
I won’t make the same mistakes

All the rest is out of my hands
I will learn to let go what I cannot change
I will learn to forgive what I cannot change
I will learn to love what I cannot change
But I will change, yeah I will change
Whatever I, whenever I can

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The pain is self-inflicted
I know it’s not good for my health
But it’s easier to please the world
Then it is to please myself

All the rest is out of my hands
I will learn to let go what I cannot change
I will learn to forgive what I cannot change
I will learn to love what I cannot change
But I will change, yeah I will change
Whatever I, whenever I can

Well I know I can’t care about how everyone else really feels
I have enough hurt of my own to heal

I will learn to let go what I cannot change
I will learn to forgive what I cannot change
I will learn to let go what I cannot change
I will learn to forgive what I cannot change
I will learn to love what I cannot change
But I will change, yeah I will change
Whatever I, whenever I can

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